Okay, okay....last week the stress was piled on high. Shit...this week it is NOOOOO better. My family stresses me out! I really want to drink and eat until I find a comfortable place. I realize this is wrong. I get to the place of I don't give a fuck. I just want the shit to go away. I know this is not me being positive, but this is life. We all have people in our lives that suck the goodness out it. They drain us of our well being. I need a vacation from the vampires. Okay...I'm just bitching now. I know, I know....but I have to just let it out. Maybe I'll feel like I can let it go. Maybe? My diet has been crap...I'm totally unfocused. I can't concentrate on what people are saying when I am home. I want to carve out my own space sometimes....this is no reflection on the wonderful people I share my home and life with. This is about me and my stress level. It is high right now. I am really hoping for a relaxing weekend. I have decided that I am going cellphone free. I am NOT taking my phone with me places. I am going to leave it home. If you want to talk to me, you'll have to call me at home. My wonderful children will be with their dad all weekend....that leaves me to my own devices.....hahahaha!
I have decided that when I am stressed...this is not good for the diet. GRRRRRR!
We will get through this! I know this shall pass!
Good Health!
Dianna
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