Thursday, January 21, 2010

Thursday (Hard/Frustrating Day)

Right now, I'm waiting for my car. Toyota is changing my oil and rotating my tires. I came straight here from the doctor's office. I'm not happy. He is telling me that I need to seriously think about getting a hysterectomy. I don't want to. I'm so afraid of the side effects...hot flashes, no desire for sex, crazy hormones. I'm finding myself sad...frustrated...angry. I don't want to do this. I want it to be okay to say NOOOOOO! I want to eat a hot fudge sundae and climb into bed. I'm afraid.
I ate a good bfast and then not a very good lunch. I had some coffee and some popcorn. This is what they have at the Toyota dealership. I don't have any cash on me at all. This might be a good thing because I probably would buy a snickers bar. I don't even have any change...LOL!!
I have to pick up the boys after this. I hope the evening goes well. I'm going to try to stay positive and maybe even exercise.
More later!
Good Health,
Dianna

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